Tuesday, January 30, 2007

I'm worried about the upcoming academic works. Test, exams and the real thing. Somehow, this time round's gonna be more impactful than the rest. It's like the burden is far greater than any one of those I've gone through. And I don't wanna be left dangling in mid air.

Oh wells.

Anyhow, I kinda planned to stay out every single school day to do my revision somewhere. Going back home isn't gonna enable me to do any productive work. The bed, the computer. Well, there are tons of distractions. Not to mention, I tend to talk rubbish to myself. Haha. Yes, it sounds crazy, but I do talk to myself a lot. And it tend to pull me away from reality. Yet another distraction. I can NEVER focus when I'm all alone. It's sickening ayyy. Ok, so I tried staying out today. Studied for a bit with Hidayah. But then we end up talking about irrelevant issues, till I got spooked on my way back home. Wanna stay out again? Yeah right, I'm not sure if I wanna do that again. Thanks ah, Hidayah. Haha.