DEFINITIVE STATEMENT
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Aaaarrrgghhh! You know what's flipping me upside down?!?!? The fact that I know for a monkey fact of a reality that a whole bunch of my friends are on their way to university. Some have already started their semester. And me?! I'm still slugging my way through. Can't even breathe uni only coz I can't even breathe a minimal CCC. Crap. Lets not get on with the raging material monster deep within me. I nearly had a heart attack when I read that a bentley would cost over a million dollar. As simple as that ok. They just have to put "over 1 million dollar" on the paper like as though everybody's earning that kinda money on a daily basis. Here I am thinking about earning just a little above 3K and I think it's gonna be enough. Yeah right! I know this is highly an unadviseable topic to brood about but I can't help it, I can't help it, I can't help it! I am seriously looking out for the WRONG source of motivation and I don't care! It's either a bmw or a maserati. Anything below that is like the death of me. I'd dig myself a few hundred feet downwards. Damn this material monster. Damn this irrational mind. I'm down on a narrow one way-er. I don't plan to go off track. Damn damn damn!I WANNA GET A PLACE IN UNI!
Drifted Away @ 11:38 PM